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2 new stories by Pia

Hi people now there are 2 new fanfictions by Pia!
you mean: "Love or what?" and "Senseless."
Much love ... or what Chapter 1: Ramona "Bill, wake up ... Biiiiiiiill !!!", exclaimed Tom and Bill tried to shake awake. It was half past seven, and in two hours, they had to be at an interview with a Swiss radio station. Bill slowly opened his eyes and wiped out his hand to sleep. Tom stood with a cigarette in his hand outside the window and hammered something into his cell phone. "Where are George and Gustav?" Asked Bill slept, got up and went into the Bath in order to get ready. Tom looked up and shrugged his shoulders. His black shirt was hanging on his lanky body, and the baggy it was also much too loose. When Bill and Tom for half an hour later came into the dining room, they saw Georg and Gustav intensified sit in a conversation at her table. Bill ordered only a cup of tea and Tom, took his usual breakfast diet: to make a toast with raspberry jam and a fruit juice. "Where were you for so long?" Asked Gustav surprised when the two finally sat down to them. Tom put on his typical grin and said: "Bill has even slept through again.", But Bill immediately countered: "My cell phone alarm clock is broken," whereupon George and Tom grinned only. standing order item 8 clock all four together with David at the hotel and waited for the van that would be moved from one of the bellboy. As for half an hour later arrived at the studio, waited a few people there on the radio teams sie.Nach a boring interview and some photos the boys were finally back to the hotel. After everyone was a bit fresh, they decided to relax, to go into town a little. David wanted to, as he pick up a few new outfits wanted. So they walked through a small shopping street, looked here and there purely in a store and enjoyed their free time. At half past 4, they met with David in a nice Ice cream parlor. This told them excitedly that he had met in a bookstore a famous writer, and this was followed by a reading in order to buy the book later engraved with a personal dedication. The boys listened to seemingly interested threw themselves in between but always eloquent glances zu.Zurück in the hotel, Bill sat on his bed, took out a book and started reading. A short time later, however, there was a knock on his door and before he had "Come in," could have called that person was already in the room. It was Tom. Who would have otherwise, it can be? The twins were not long off without each other. "Hey, Bill, since when do you read? Are developing up to the nerds, wa! "Bill just gave him a withering look, but then plunged straight back into the lines. Meanwhile, Tom dug out his pack of cigarettes from his pocket and lit miles of her to him. However, the Bill did not like because he is with the acrid smell in the nose could not concentrate on the book. "Oh, Tom, is that necessary? You know full well the non-ego like when you smoke in my room, "he grumbled. But the Tom interested in law little. He only answered ironically. "Oh, do wrong, I'm really sorry, Bill," but then took another train and made no effort to express the cigarette. So was Bill reading on, because he did not already knew that Tom would stop non. When he was just about to put the book back in the suitcase, there was a knock on the door again, and a moment later pushed even Gustav and Georg their heads through the open door and asked if they should get the start. "What a question! Of course you are allowed to come in! "Grins Tom, and since Bill had nothing against the guys threw the same sofa. Gustav had once again one ear bud in the ear and pulled up metal in, but George saw Bill and Tom questioningly and said, "Do we want this evening to go somewhere else? I flacken mine, but here we also only around us and hang 'n Ass from, right? "Tom had to laugh, but agreed to it immediately. But of course the two did finally go to find girls. "Or we do here 'nen television evening and draw us some purely NEN horror movie! I am in effect a bit tired, but it certainly, huh? "George and Tom shook his head, and as Gustav was not responsive at the moment, Bill had nachgeben.Also the guys started looking for a nice bar, where they could spend their evening. They had all styled unremarkable. Bill was wearing a jeans labbrige of Georg and Gustav of a metallic shirt, his hair was hidden under a plain black hat. He was unadorned. Tom had an oversized Kerchief tied round, one, dressed him for once matching shirt, and pants hung not up to the knees. Gustav trough pair of sunglasses and a hat and George had their hair tied in a ponytail primitive and a long black coat thrown over. So they marched through the streets until they found a pub that looked very nice from the outside. The boys sat down at a corner table, from which one could see the rest of the room well. The largest part of the space covered a large wooden desk, behind it, some waiters and bartenders made comfortable on bar stools and have smoked a cigarette. The room was only dimly lit, and from the ceiling hung a few lights, have a yellowish glow sprayed. Shortly after the four had sat down was already a waitress. They handed them the card and asked if they could have something to offer them a drink. Georg and Gustav ordered a beer, a mint for his voice Bill and Tom, to the astonishment of the other, only one species. It was a beautiful evening. Late at night the boys went back to the hotel. The lobby was empty and it burns only individual lights in the rooms. Bill stepped out onto his balcony. The night was mild and it was to see millions of stars. He lit a cigarette, sat down on one of the reclining chairs and hung his own thoughts. Shortly afterwards he fell asleep. When he awoke it was dusk. He was frozen and felt broken on the wheel. It was half past seven. Oh, thought Bill, the others are certainly awake longer! So he set out to use, even on the way to the breakfast room, but not without first aufgestylt new. In the breakfast room were only a few people. Bill picked up some tea and bread smeared. Suddenly someone tapped him on the shoulder from behind. Startled, he turned around. Behind him stood a beautiful woman. She had long wavy hair that reached her by the shoulders. She was thin built, had a beautiful body and had a very symmetrical face. In the morning sun come shining through the window, shone their skin like porcelain. The eyes glowed green and boggy full lips had a nice swing. "H ... h ... hi!" Stammered Bill. The woman said nothing. "What's going on? Have I done something wrong? Oh yes, I'm Bill. "He said, after he had regained. "American'm Ramona, severally come from Italy. American wanted to ask whether severally could briefly at the tea? "She answered him with an Italian accent. She was about my early twenties. Bill was a piece to the side, but made no move to go. "What exactly are you doing here?", Bill asked interested. Ramona smiled at him: "go on holiday table. Also liable for researching a project. But that is secret. "Bill was fascinated. When he was about to ask her what she was doing today, Tom and George came into the room. Bill quickly went to her table, sat down and pretended as if he would sit there for some time. But it did not help, the two had already discovered him and now came to him. "Who is the pretty lady?" Asked Tom with a hypocritical smile on his face. "I can not remember." Bill lied. Fortunately, Tom and George seemed not interested to continue this, because they got to eat too little and then sat down without further comment to the table. To distract a bit from the topic Bill asked, "Where is Gustav," but when the two just shrugged his shoulders, Bill decided not to further annoy them. "Probably he has already had breakfast. Asleep so as long as its non-accessible, no! "Quipped Bill. But that seemed to Tom and George to be cold. There was no answer. When Bill looked up, he saw why he got no answer: The two stared at Ramona. Under her white knee-length skirt looked out her tanned slender legs. In the short top lot was visible in her chest, from which one could only rave about. When she shook her head, her curls flying around with, and gently brushed her face, what you always conjured up a wonderful smile. Bill was fascinated by the sight as well. As Ramona looked to them, they turned all their attention quickly back to her breakfast. "Here you are!" Cried one of them is all too familiar voice. It Gustav, who strolled happily to her table had arrived. "By the way, we have the day off! The photo shoot was moved to Bravo is on Monday! "They said with Gustav. The three stared at each other and began auszuschreien loud joyful cries. "Yeah, cool! Boar, which is yes ma exactly what I need today, "called Tom radiant. Even George could not believe her luck and said so: "The last days were really exhausting. People that we have earned, wa? "He was a unanimous affirmation. It is a beautiful be light, "thought Bill, smiling and looking to Ramona, who had been studying a book. She was really unique. Maybe he will have more to do with it. Who knows ... Chapter 2: The pond in WaldDa it was raining outside now and had no desire to stay at the hotel, the guys decided to go to a swimming pool. David had joined them, but did not go into the water. He sat on a deck chair and pulled out a book, but for now he laid next to him. He watched Tom, who looked after some attractive maiden. Typical Tom, thought David could not resist a grin. Bill and Gustav had a beach ball and played so worried. Where was George, he did not know. Probably even with some girls. The four had been paid to this little break really. It was tough in the music business! David then took up his book and soon after he was already absorbed in it. Bill Gustav wanted to dive just as he stopped at once a figure on the edge of the outdoor swimming pool, where they were in the moment, looked up. He could not see exactly who it was, but somewhere it was the person familiar. She stretched her arms in the air, sat on the jump, repel each other and ... Flatsch, she landed full can on the hard stone floor. They did not move. Bill swam as fast as he could to the pool edge dove out of the water and ran to the person. Oh my God, it's Ramona! Noted Bill frightened. He knelt down and shook it gently. "Ramona?" He said. No reaction. Ramona was still breathing, which saw Bill. At the head she had a wound from which ran a lot of blood. Quick Bill cried out for Gustav, which came swimming to him immediately. Bill brought him to the lifeguard to get. When he arrived, Ramona opened her eyes and groaned. The three of them wore Ramona in a room that was specially designed for injury. There, Ramona's head was wrapped with a bandage. Bill sat with her while the others informed Gustav. The lifeguard asked Bill, still remain for a while with her until he had got called an ambulance and Ramona's clothes from the locker room. Bill nodded. He looked down to Ramona. She stared at the ceiling. "How are you?" Asked Bill to break the silence. Slowly, she turned her head in his direction. Her eyes were cold and empty. "Nothin 'so good when you consider the manner a laceration on my forehead have. But thank severally mixed many times that you have acted immediately. "She managed a small smile. Bill was glad it was nothing worse happened to her. Fortunately, he had seen her! In her white bikini that was embroidered with bright blue flowers, and the tanned skin she looked even more beautiful than before in the breakfast room. Bill had to grin when he discovered her belly button piercing. "How old are you?" he asked, and looked at the association, which had meanwhile been dyed red. "American'm recently turned twenty. And you? You seem to be young. "She replied. Bill thought. Should he lie to her that he was older? No, he talked himself in yourself. That's what I can not! Therefore, he said: "I'm 16th My twin brother Tom and two other friends to wait outside in the pool. But I stay happy for a moment with you. "Ramona her mouth twisted into a grin. The moment came in the master bath with a pocket in which Ramona's things were, and some paramedics. They invited Ramona on a bare and drove it into the ambulance. Bill trot slowly back to the others. They were all moved now and waiting for him. He quickly grabbed his things, hiding behind a corner and moved around. In the car, no one spoke. Everyone stared out the window and were absorbed in their thoughts. The rain was beating against the windows, it had become foggy. In the hotel there was Tom, who broke the silence. "How about, whoever comes into the bar? to be'm tired now cheer room. "he asked and running. George and Bill came along, was Gustav, which nobody understood, but to his room, David had to get something and left the boys alone. It was empty when the three arrived. They sought three centrally located stool at the bar and ordered every one Red Bull rang Suddenly Bill's cell phone. When he took he only heard a chuckle from several girls' voices and Rumgedruckse like "Bill? ... Hehe ... our fans ... huge numbers ..." at some point put Bill on easy. When George asked him who it was, he said, irritated expression, "Only back any fans who have found out my number." There was nothing said about this. Bill just hoped that they would not call him, he would otherwise have to change his number again. The evening was not really interesting. They introduced some conversations with other guests and drunk their Red Bulls. At half past 12, all went to her room. This time I will also tell me the non-balcony set!, Bill thought, with a terrible reminder of the previous night. In the cold, it horrified him still! He moved around, got into bed and thought of Ramona. How are you currently well off? Whether they thought him too? Hopefully!, With these thoughts ein.Am Bill slept the next morning woke up very early Bill, it was just six. Outside it was dusk slowly. Bill was still in pajamas out on the balcony. The air was cool, but they felt comfortable. Some time later, Bill decided to move on to something and then take a morning walk. They had until this afternoon anyway, but no events. But first he wrote for Tom and the others were still a small Note: Hey guys walk, I am. Does it have breakfast before,'ll be back soon. If anything should be, did this my phone. Bye, Biller shoved the note in Tom's bedroom door and walked through the entrance hall. Not knowing he was moving toward the exit. The hall was still empty. Suddenly he heard screaming. "Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiil, I love you, Bill, I want a child from you! Tokio Hotel 4 evaaaaaaa "and other items. Startled, Bill gave back before the mass of screaming Mädls. Shit, so he had not expected it! So early already so many fans. Crap! What should he do now? Before he could find a conclusion that the fans had already reached him. Immediately, he grabbed the first piece of paper and smeared his autograph on it. Fortunately, there were too many non-fans, so he finished in twenty minutes was. At last he could go in peace. When he stepped out of the hotel seemed to him the first rays of sun in the face, he had to blink. Unfortunately, he knew not from here, so he just decided loszugehen times. Anywhere he would come. So he marched go. The landscape was bleak. Nowhere a river or a lake could be seen. Wait, what was there? Did not go in there a little way to scrub? Well, it's go!, Thought Bill and stumbled through thorny branches. He suggested many branches in the face and scratched his cheek, but soon he reached a Clearing, on which there was a small peaty pond which is illuminated by the sun was straight. He was attached to the shore and discovered a small dock where a wooden rowing boat was. He went inside and sat down on the little bench. In the boat were not more than two oars, an old blanket and a pair of shoes full of holes. To whom this boat was that? Without thinking, Bill took up the oars, they fastened in the holders and shock away from the dock. The water splashed around the keel and Bill drove the boat further into the middle of the pond clean. Through the water he could see not know whether fish were swimming on the surface. Since the pond was really small, Bill came soon to the opposite Shore. It was overgrown with reeds and much in between off and looked out to some water lilies. A river, the Bill would go even further along, he did not find. So he rowed back to the bridge, which looked very rotten. He had enjoyed the ride. Finally, he tied the boat fixed at the dock and went back through the woods to the road. The sun was already high. When he saw the hotel, he noticed how hungry he war.Kapitel 3: The dining room sat AntwortIm many people. But someone was sitting at her table differently. He only saw a woman with blond hair, the other he could not recognize. Moment, that was Ramona! Bill smiled pleased and snaked through the tables to He succeeded to her. Indeed. There sat the three boys, all deep in conversation with Ramona. Whether they had noticed him at all? Regardless, decided Bill, then I'll get my very first breakfast. This time he grabbed his plate is pretty full. Two toast, a croissant and an egg-and of course the tea, which was always to do so. Back at the table he sat down on the last chair. The first of him saw what Gustav, who was sitting next to him. "Hey, Bill, since are!" He said pleased. Now he had seen the others. "Well, where were you. Tell! "Tom wanted to know everything at once. Bill grinned. They were already grown together as a family. No one could stand it long without the others. Bill waved his hand. "Oh, nothing special." He said. Then he turned to Ramona. "How's your wound? Why are you here again? "He asked, clearly interested. Ramona smiled at him. "Table may one day get out. Table was sewn, I'm doing quite well. Eastern Eusch wanted to ask if you would have pleasure today what to do with me? "The boys looked at each other. No one was opposed. Of course, Tom immediately took the floor: "Sure! Ham this afternoon, only NEN date, but until then you! Haste to what specific in mind? "Rachel nodded. "American Eusch would show a very beautiful place to me, always on the go and severally if ischemic nothin feel comfortable. At 12 we met in front of the hotel, ok? "Before anyone can answer would have stood on it and left. "Yeah," grinned Tom. twisted "is the real hot." Bill's eyes. Could he not even let any woman who was pretty, zugaffen behind? Asked himself Bill. He also was a little mad at Tom. After all, they owe it to him that Rachel came to them. He had started the contact with her. Had he not also have the right to take a little claim to it? Not that he was jealous, no, but somehow liked him Ramona ebenso.Um point 12, the boys were standing outside. Tom still had extra showered and washed her hair. But Bill also had a new make-up done on it and styled his hair, he would not even run around like a right jerk! Gustav and Georg went off as usual. Normal Style, normal clothes, normal shoes, ... Although he had not combed her hair very smooth? =) He was interested but that is for them. Yes, yes, good old George! Ramona arrived 10 minutes late. Typically women, thought Bill and could not resist a grin. Ramona was wearing a denim mini skirt, plus a beige-colored top and strappy sandals. Her curls fell open on her shoulders. She had a side parting, so just a few strands of her scar was covered. Moreover, they had applied a little make-up, to match her outfit. "Man, the woman has style!" Said Tom, after he had Ramona "checked off" with its checker-view. Bill, Gustav and Georg began to laugh aloud the. Ramona also had to grin. Tom turned red. "I've just said but non-noisy, right?" "Doooch", Georg, Gustav and Bill said with one voice. Since Tom had to laugh, and finally they set off. The five had a lot of fun together. They debated, laughed and said nothing. They all felt good. After a while, no one had paid attention to the time they reached a clearing. Apparently they were walking through a forest. For a moment thought, Bill, that is vaguely familiar to me! And before he knew it they were even before the bridge. That was exactly the point at which he had arrived this morning already! Bill smiled. Now he knew who owned the boat. Or was it ever Ramona? "Who isn as the little boat?" Tom took his question from the mouth. Ramona was silent only for a moment, then she began to tell: "It was originally owned by my grandfather once. He lived here as a simple farmer, but then came any city dweller, and expelled him. He had moved into the city and lived there until he died. He loved it here. As a small child I would often come to visit here and severally. My father should take over the farm, but it was demolished. The pond has fortunately no one discovered. The boat my grandfather built. American love to pursue and let me in. drive out simply mixing of the lake. Then my thoughts after hanging manner accessible manner, and sometimes read a book. Table always think of the beautiful time when there was still the court. My mother always wanted to come here to prevent. Grandpa never liked her. Fortunately, Papa got mixed up here-he died. He had cancer, "here broke off Ramona. The boys were affected. Bill never thought it could have such a sad story on a small boat itself. Slowly he came to close to Ramona and put his arms around her waist from behind. They did not resist. He rested his chin onto her shoulder and closed her eyes. He breathed in her scent. She smelled of a mix of fresh flowers and honey. He enjoyed the moment of silence. Finally, suggested Gustav, with the boat out down. But since more than two fit in the boat, they agreed that Gustav should first go alone, he had nothing against it, then Tom and George, and finally Bill and Ramona. Tom cast an envious glance at Bill, but then saw that seemed to Ramona seems to care more for him, than for him. Tom and George put on two relatively large, located in the sun, rocks and talked. Bill and Ramona leaned against a tree trunk and fell silent. As Ramona touched her hand with the Bills, it shot through him like a blow. But when she made no sign of moving the hand away again, he took it and began to stroke it gently. She moved just a bit to get closer to him. They looked after Gustav. He was almost in the middle of the lake reached and it seemed to please him. The sun was already very high. Bill sighed. It was really awesome, he had just found this site this morning. If he and the other Ramona about it? Or did he not rather keep it as his "little secret"? He did not know. Anyway, he turned his head to Ramona. She had closed her eyes and looked like an angel. Bill moved his head in her direction. Suddenly she opened her eyes. And then came what had to happen: they kissing! It was a long kiss. Meanwhile, a thousand thoughts rush through Bill's head. What is he doing there now? Was that what he really wanted? What would Tom say? Whether he just saw? But then he stopped to think and enjoyed the moment. Ramona was a very good Küsserin. Not too rough. Just perfect. As their tongues met, thought Bill, he would fly. For hundreds of clouds. Together with Ramona. The kiss seemed like an eternity. When she opened her eyes again, they looked at first. Then both had to smile and snuggled together. Gustav was sitting there, where Tom and George had previously been sitting and listening to music. He did not kiss her remarks to have. Tom and George were not visible, they probably just explored the shore for some interesting stuff. Bill looked at the clock. Quarter past three. Damn! In an hour they had to be at the hotel! They would then take David to their appointment! Bill jumped up and called out to Tom and George. Gustav and Ramona had been waiting in the clearing, as George, Tom and Bill came. The way home was quiet. There were no words exchanged. The hotel has adopted Bill and Ramona from each other and agreed to meet for the evening. Because even David did walk out the door and they drove los.Kapitel 4: AbfuhrDas shoot was fun. The boys were allowed to come up with funny poses and grimaces, and try on new clothes. Accordingly, well then have the photos. No one thought of the time. David also was allowed to make some fun photos of themselves, of course, were not disclosed. The shooting lasted for three hours straight. At half past seven they were all back at the hotel. Gustav and George immediately jumped into the shower, Tom and Bill still wanted to go somewhere first sat down in his armchair. Hmm, he thought it was real n cool day! Only the action with Ramona, and then the shoot! Just lacked a relaxing evening, they would get safe. Bill stood up, undressed and went into the shower. He closed his eyes and let the rain down rain down on himself. Suddenly he thought of Ramona, her great figure and her beauty. He felt like his "little friend," spoke up. He quickly turned off the water to ice cold. It helped. Five minutes later he stood in front of Tom's bedroom door, but no one opened it. Where he been? Bill went to Gustav's door. He heard a babble of voices. George opened the door. In the room sat Gustav and Tom. "Hi," Bill said. "There you are. I tell you, I'm hungry NEN murder! How about we go for dinner down what? Maybe we meet so as even Ramona. "As he said Ramona, a smile flashed across Tom's face, but no one noticed that. They decided a while to stay in the room and relax a little and then go down. So flackte Bill is still on the bed and looked at the other jockey. Tickled by Tom Georg and Gustav just laughed off the ground. Bill smiled. It was really nice with the three to travel around. They had actually always fun together, and if it is going was an argument that after a short time was over. Bill'm rarely at home. Very rarely, he had the evening, when he was already in bed, a little homesick and would have thrown most like the whole tour. He was torn by a loud knock on the door from his thoughts. Gustav shouted: "Come," and shortly after David walked into the room. "Hey guys," he said. "Do you want non-times eat? I for one am very hungry. " So they went down and sat down at her table. The food was delicious and all enjoyed themselves well, but somehow could not Bill follow the conversation properly. He had to think of Ramona. Did they not eat with them? Or they had been waiting on it? He did not know. Maybe he would if they were done simply stop by at her room. He looked around. They all laughed and ate. Noticed it at all that he said nothing, and hardly ate anything? Well, so much talked Bill, but still, at least one would have noticed that he was different normal.Der dessert was served, and finally Bill said something about them, "Hey, you know where Rachel is?" Everyone stared him. So they had noticed that he still existed. The three looked so puzzled, the Bill had to laugh. He could not hold on the chair and tumbled to the ground, which it did not prevent, continued to laugh. "Old shit, what have you taken?" Said Tom. "We'll get you back in time, behold, it has all of us. Want to make us embarrassed, right? "Meanwhile, Bill was again hoisted on his chair and ate his dessert. "Man Tom, I was sometimes allowed to have more laughter NEN or what?", Bill asked ironically, and grinned again. Tom just shook his head and began to devour his dessert. Smooth two minutes later he was ready. Man, You can include only eat so much? thought Bill.Ramona not happen anymore. Even when Bill still bar for half an hour into the squatting was to discover any trace of her. So Bill gave it up and went on his way to his room. It was on the fifth floor, but Bill went for a change once the stairs. As he reached the third floor, but he decided not to knock at Ramona. The room was empty, but the balcony door was open. He stepped onto the balcony. There he saw Ramona. She sat in a lounger and had his eyes closed. She was probably asleep. Bill, she tried to shake awake. In vain. So he picked her up from her chair and carried her gently on the bed. She was very easy. After covered them and closed the balcony door had finally he went to sleep. He did not sleep very well. To the four times he woke up every time plagued by a new nightmare. Whenever he opened his eyes, he no longer knew of what he had dreamed. Finally it was morning. Bill was in a bad mood because Ramona yesterday evening had not turned up and because he had slept badly, and he was a sleepy heads. As Bill the day was prescient he was sick. Today she had an appointment at a time, and even if they would have lunch, that did nothing even better. He wanted to see Ramona, and not answer any questions idiotic editors who listen to it a hundred times had. But he had no choice. Together with Tom and George went down to breakfast. Man, how could Gustav always get up early?, Thought Bill. Tom looked very sleepy too pure. Even as three attractive maiden ran past them came from Tom, no reaction. Normally he would have worried and now their numbers heavily flirted with them, but today ... The day was just as Bill had envisaged for it: boring interviews, photos boring, boring people. Bill could not concentrate during the day right, because he constantly think of Ramona musste.Kapitel 5: Sex and fantastic bill had just stopped to think of Ramona, when he saw her. She was talking with a He was strangely dressed men do not understand much, but their gestures, he noticed that she seemed very upset. Bill was watching. She was very, very pretty, although she looked tired. As he watched the two, he had not noticed how the others to come. "Well, you want to get nothing to eat?" George asked with a grin on his face. Oh, that he had forgotten. Actually, for they were there for dinner. He looked away and sat on the chair. "Come on, dude. Forget it, ok? This is never what the woman is too old for you. Tried, "Tom cheer him up. Yes, Bill thought, he is probably right. Did I really ever imagined with her Opportunities to have? On the other hand, what was with the kiss at the pond? He meant it at all? Bill did not know. So he talked to the other. They were a good distraction, that he liked. Tom and George wanted to go back to girls search. Bill rolled his eyes. Gustav urged the two of them off, and Bill agreed. They would just put even a relaxing evening at the hotel. Watching TV, eating chips and bum. So the guys were eating over and made their way into Bill's room, as was always the meeting place. Fortunately, Bill had a large bed and a sofa, where they could all take it. After a long Rumzappen, they realized that nothing was clever TV in. The four were then fairly quickly Sleep, but Bill decided to once again pass by in Ramona. When he first came knocking anything, but then he heard a faint "Come in," that simply could only come from Ramona. Phew, he was so in the right door arrived. Ramona was lying on the bed and had a book in his hand. On the laceration stuck a thick, white plaster. Her hair was re-thought it and were just so on the shoulders. She looked at him and said nothing. There was silence for a moment, but then Bill put next to her. Ramona packed away her book and looked at him. They said, still nothing. As if on command, the two came closer and kissed. Bill was flying on clouds. A warm feeling flowed through his body. He pressed at Ramona. Her skin felt soft. Bill slid his hand down to Ramona's body and began to unbutton her pants. They, too, was grappling with his clothes. When Bill entered her, he thought it would have been the best moment of his life. Their bodies merged. It took a long time and both enjoyed it very much. When Bill looked at the clock it was 2:45! Oh shit, thought Bill upset. I'm sleepy but soon as tomorrow! He said goodbye to Rachel, and slipped into his room. He could not sleep; gyre thousand thoughts through his head. How would it go? Was it for Ramona maybe something serious? He should be with her . Talk Morning ... With that thought Bill was asleep but then an even. On the night Bill had a strange dream: I walk through a forest. Everywhere trees and shrubs. Nothing stirs. No animals or people in sight. Suddenly I come to a clearing. There I meet a woman. She is very pretty and reminds me of anyone, but I do not know exactly who. She speaks to me in a strange language, but still I understand everything. She takes my hand and pulls me into a small boat. We put in and take a small, marshy pond. Then she kissed me and we sleep together. How should it puts me in a trance back to the intersection and says I have to go. I obeyed her. But when I suddenly turned, I saw Tom, she moved well to the boat. Then I woke up ... Chapter 6 (from Bill's and Tom's point of view): What was going on long after Bill was thinking about the dream?. Who was this woman? And how Tom had a role? Had it all to do with the truth? Lost in thought, Bill sat at a table in his room, took pad and pen and began to write: Everything is different if you is non with me are everything I worse if not get you in me can not sehIch I live if not get you habDenn here without you ... Bill crumpled the note and threw it in the trash. That was rubbish, what he had written! So again from the beginning: Without you I can not seinWas I am, as I binOhne up I do not want do not live up to my goals, I can not strive without seinDenn you ... Damn! Why he did today, no clever text about? Thought he had enough. A last attempt yet: behold my eyes tired anFinden no TrostIch can tell me nothing around with I ansehnBin losAlles wasImmer I sense can non longer find anything in me wegWie in WahnSeh I'm verschwindenIch more and more non-I when you are not with me I bistBin alleinUnd what now I isWill left seinDraußen I non-the sky is sliding fund on the wall your AbschiedsbriefIch'm not me when you bistBin non with me I alleinIch knows nothing around who I was binUnd still important isDas is everything you are without irgendwoWo you progress through the NachtIch can no longer have findenWas in me to come with me gemachtIch see myself more and more'm verschwindenIch non me when you are not with me I bistBin alleinUnd it depends what now I isWill left seinDraußen I non the sky rail fund on the wall your AbschiedsbriefIch'm not me when you do not even want with me I nothing around seinIch releasable stop me slow me nothing around ausIch get you just nothing around out of me no matter where you are Come and rescue michIch'm not I who you nichBei me bistBin I alleinUnd what now left of me isWill I depend seinDraußen non fund the sky rail on the wall your AbschiedsbriefIch'm not me when you are with me I bisWill non-soluble non-More seinIch stop me nothing around me slowly up war ausIch just nothing around out regardless of me where you are Come and rescue michIch'm not I who you nichBei me I bistBin alleinUnd it depends what now I isWill porous seinDraußen I non the sky rail fund on the wall your AbschiedsbriefIch'm not me when you nichBei me are I will be nothing around ... So finally emerged, the song "I'm not me." Bill was very pleased with himself. The others were thrilled when he read them the song at the breakfast table. So they decided to record the song the same today, they had laid anyway have to go into the studio. Degree as Bill step into his room wanted a hand held him back. It was Ramona. Bill enjoys turned around and pressed a kiss on the mouth. You smiled. "Hey my sweet. I missed you completely! "Bill said cheerfully. "I love you too ..." Ramona. Moment, she had learned about more German? Where was the 'sh' which they normally instead a 'Ch' language? Bill grinned: "Do you learn German while we're gone" Ramona looked flattered to the ground. "Yes, it gives me great pleasure. I always try everything very correctly pronounce and "Bill did not finish but they pulled her roughly inside his room, locked the door and pressed her against the door. Wild he began to kiss her. With memories of last night he was always very hot and he had a huge demand to kiss her. When he was about to open his pants, she pushed him away. "Hey, what's going on?" Asked Bill clearly surprised. "Small, I can not. I'm sorry. "With these words she disappeared from his room. Bill looked puzzled her hinterher.Als Ramona arrived in her room, Tom was waiting there already on it. They had sex, and Tom thought only: Well, Bill, I can give all that I want. The sweetness is mine now! Before the studio was a big start from fans. The Bill was now able to use gar nich! But anyway he signed many autographs and take photos of themselves read. In the studio was "I'm not I" and "If nothing goes" included. You would cry album soon have done. The songs were good and it lacked only three tracks. The fans would probably pounce on it all when it war.Es on the market was a hot September day. How could Tom endure only in these huge clothes? Bill, it would be in it too hot. But no, Tom knew better. Bill sang with much feeling, and strove to make every note perfectly. The other was surprising because often Bill had no desire to take a song, then sing a lot of parts because he always had several times, and this can be quite annoying. Surprisingly, the recordings were already half finished at four, the rest of the afternoon the boys were allowed to spend as they wanted. In the hotel showered Once they all. Cool thought, Bill, I can once again gaze at Ramona over. Maybe she has time for me ... Tom was the warm beam patter down upon himself and closed his eyes. Hot, hot so 'ne shower is already something good!, Tom thought the same time. I will return to Ramona, somehow I have to make sure that Bill was doing with the other and I can go through ma again. Alone at the thought of him was still wärmer.Mist what if Bill was with her so? He could knock its not that easy. What should he say there? No, that came in non-question. Well, I look at Bill but just over! Decided Tom. As he listened to his door he heard a noise in the background. Yeah, then Bill is therefore still in the shower!, Tom'm pleased and smiled. Strolling he went on his way to the third floor. When he thought of sex with Rachel, he got goose bumps. Man who has sex with her was fucking hot! The woman had experienced, had a truly remarkable body, and was attractive. Just right for Tom. HOW NEN type he needed. Nothing solid, just for fun. Poor Bill, he had chosen well once again the wrong one! Meanwhile, he had arrived at her door. She was slightly ajar, as if they would wait for anyone. Tom slowly walked into the room and closed the door ... Bill turned off the shower and hung the shower head back on his hook. Hmm, it felt good! Now quickly new make-up on it and fresh styling, and whoosh, he was able to make their way to Ramona. When he wanted to knock on their door, he heard strange noises from inside. Groan. Moment was the non-Tom's voice, which says in a seductive tone, "Yeah, you're so hot, baby!" With eyes wide open staring at the door, Bill. He was furious. Trembling, he leaned against the wall and closed his eyes. No, he talked himself in yourself, Tom would never do. He knew exactly what he was on Ramona. Undecided Bill stood in the hallway. Should he go in and explain everything? Or look better with Gustav and Georg? Since Tom was safe too. He was but the only one! Bill decided for the second. With hanging head he stumbled to George inside the room. He lay on his bed, leafing through a magazine. Gustav had once again his earplugs in your ears, drumming on his legs around. All seemed so peaceful up here, just where was Tom? George looked up at him. "Hey! What s going on? Sun gloomy look, too! "Silently Bill was falling on a chair. He was pale and his hair was disheveled. He looked very ready. George put down his newspaper and sat up. "Jetz say that!" Bill looked up. In his eyes was nothing but empty. That bold sparkle that had the Twins Kaulitz was blown away. "Oh!" He began softly, "I just wanted to Ramona. But I think Tom is with her. "A small tear ran down his cheek as he closed his eyes. Affected looked at George and took him lightly in the arm. "Hey, little that is again. The best times you talk to each other afterwards. "George tried to comfort him. Bill shook his head. In this case, he saw no hope. If a woman was once forfeited Tom's charm, she was beyond saving. Suddenly attacked Bill fatigue. He fell asleep on the chair. He knew not how he put Gustav and Georg on the bed and quietly out schlichen.Kapitel 7: FightAls Bill woke up it was already dusk. Confused, he sat up and rubbed his Forehead. Aah, how it hurt! Only now he noticed he was wearing his clothes and yet still was made up. Damn, what happened? Why was he here in George's room and why he was not moved? Slowly it dawned on him. He had probably fallen asleep on the chair and have slept until present. But where were the others? George had then slept in his room? Ugh, thought Bill, I hope he has any non Mädl dragged with it and driven into his room! The thought Bill was very bad. The last time he stretched himself and stood up then. Oh, I hope George was already up, because he would not be guaranteed to go for breakfast! His makeup was completely obliterated and his hair stood from his head as if he had taken into a socket! No, that would be really bad if it would thus see more fans or the press. So he got up, locked up the room and stole eight doors on to his room. When he put his ear to the door he heard a loud snoring immensely with some Grunts. Bill could not resist a laugh and not opened the door. When he saw it he go George snorted. That was just too funny! George was lying across the bed, his head hanging down and one foot on each side, and he had one leg bent so funny. The blanket he had thrown on the ground. From a corner of his mouth dripping drool. Bill quickly scurried to the bathroom, filled a cup of ice cold water full, went to bed and Flatsch, he tipped it over George's face. As if stung by a tarantula jumped on this and shouted: "Ah, help, what was that?" Bill writhed with laughter and threw herself on the floor. George looked like a drowned rat. Meanwhile, George had understood what had happened. Offended, he sat back on the bed and wiped off his face. "Oh, we had Bill, that be now? Hab grad dreamed so beautiful. "Pimped he slept at him a little. But Bill was interested in the precious little so he withdrew himself into the bathroom fresh to learn about. When he returned, George was already gone. Bill Toms in good spirits marched to room around him to awaken. With a "good Mooorgeeeen" he walked into the room. The bed was neatly made, and Tom was not a trace left. Suddenly Bill was clear where Tom was. His spirits sank to the zero point. He remembered the night before when he wanted to go to Ramona. Shit! The day was therefore run for him. So he went alone for breakfast. Georg and Gustav already waiting for him. "Well, sleep well?" Greeted him Gustav. "Hmm," said Bill dryly. The others knew immediately why he was such a bad mood. Just when Bill wanted to take a big bite of his bread Tom came to the door inside a walk. He had an epicurean grin on his face and was transparent to them strolled. "Boar, I slept well," he said. Bill tossed him lethal looks. For a while they kept eye contact. They talked again without words. No, you did not do with it, right?, Bill gave him a sad look to understand. Dude, what is going on? You did nothing with it fixed, right? Then I can probably have some fun with it, countered Tom. Bill shook his head sadly. No, Tom, not really, you knew exactly what she means to me. I will never forgive you. Bill turned back and bite once more heartily into his bread. A little confused, Tom also grabbed a roll and an orange juice and sat down in silence to the others. It harschte silence for a while. These ruthless silence, no one wanted to stop. But fortunately they were this "task" taken for Ramona sat down at the table just between Bill and Tom. Bill immediately took her hand and pressed a kiss on the mouth. Taken table he looked at Tom. However, he did not simply fallen Sun He put his arm around her shoulders, her head turned to him, it looked romantic in her eyes and sighed appreciatively. Bill screwed up his eyes. If looks could kill! Ramona seemed nothing of the dispute between the two brothers to remember, because she stood up and took also breakfast. "Hey, let them understand?" Bill hissed. But the cold did Tom. He just looked at him with a disdainful look and said quietly: "Bill, smaller, is you have noticed it that you can have any non? Forget it, which is carried with you. "Bill shot through a stabbing pain. Why Tom had to be so nasty?, He thought desperately. But I will not stop fighting. With that thought Bill put down his bread and stormed out of the room. Georg and Gustav stared after him perplexed. Gustav rolled his eyes. What had to think only in women? That could be really damn annoying. Tom fell behind Bill. Bill was about to knock down his door as Tom is still pure squeezed quickly. "What the shit" cried Bill. Tears ran down his cheeks. Tom stared at him. "Bill! Let us resolve, "" NO! YOU HEARD ME! FOREVER! "Bill fell sobbing on the floor. "Bill, if it is so important to you then they can have it. I will leave my hands off her. Promised, "When Bill looked at Tom, he had red swollen eyes. It took Tom in the arm, and pressed him very tightly and sobbed once more heartbreaking. But secretly "thought Tom: Ah, boy, are probably thinking, just because you here ne howling point I will pull it flat put nothing around? Dream on ... Chapter 8 (out of Gustav's view): Another Fanja! Weekend! Free!, I'm pleased. The first rays of sun appeared in my room and I crawled out of bed. Quarter to six. Oh, there you could see once again that I was an early riser! Well, what the heck, I'll go just a little bit of the Hotel. So I dressed quickly, brushed my teeth and walked out. The walk was not even nothing going on. Some of the rooms penetrated loud snoring. In the entrance hall itself, the light was still pending. Clear who was now awake as well? In a room where a Playstation 2, some sofas and a table football were was no one. Or maybe, now, but actually sat there a girl on the sofa! I sat silently beside her and looked at her. She had curly, chest length brown hair. She was slender, otherwise a good figure and a beautiful face. Her lips were full and swinging and she had high cheekbones. The sight fascinated me. She had closed her eyes and listened to music. I smiled. Carefully I took her one ear bud out of the ear and said, "Hi! Still smoke. "Startled, she stared at me. "Oh ... uh ... yeah ... hi! Um, who are 'n you? "" Uh, Luke. I'm here on tour with my band. "Yes! Tokio Hotel they seemed not to know, otherwise they would have recognized him. "Cool. Melli "She held out her delicate hand and I shook it. "Man, I'm here for two weeks! My parents look at each tag to something else. I'll stay, but most of the hotel, did not be so fixed on culture! How old are you? "Wondered interests me. "I'm 17 - I'm small but nice", that was my quote that I always said. "Cool I just turned 16th I'm small! "She winked at me. Only now I noticed your beautiful eye color. A mixture of bright green and deep blue. Depending on how the light on it seemed. It was an open type, I noticed this already. But not intrusive. "Tell me," she began, "as your band name?" Oh no, had to get that! Hopefully they had nothing heard of us. Because not all liked Tokio Hotel! "Uh, well, Tokio Hotel. "I stuttered fearfully. They widened their eyes. "No, right? But not from Magdeburg, right? "Hey! So there. Now there was no turning back. "Um, yes." Eeecht? Boooar! Then you are, wait a minute then you are the Gustav! I love you even recognized non, I'm still in there no contact lenses and am very nearsighted. Waiting times are the others here? "I had to laugh. So still a fan "Yes, I'm Gustav, sorry I just now got another name NEN said. Did you this, the non immediately notice. Clearly Tom is also here. And Bill and George, of course. "They held his hand over her mouth and stared at me in disbelief. "I adopt non!" she whispered. Completely unexpectedly, she hugged me. "I'm really a big fan of you. But for me it is not be so, I love me some of you have or something. I like your music like full stop, "" How about, "I suggested," We did free all weekend, then we can do something? "Gustav! I talked myself a. You'll also present non an extent. Well, a flirtation was so allowed. "Ok cool," Millie stood up. So do I. I could not believe it, it was smaller than me! I smiled and walked into the breakfast room. Bill and Tom were talking happily. Huh? What was going on here? Have exploited the non yesterday gezofft full? Well, no matter good, too. "Hey," I cried. "'ve Just 'n sweet girlfriend' really know. I probably would be taken with her. Oh yes, she 's fan but they might just stop the music. Is non-crush on one of us or something. "At the same time Bill and Tom began to grin. As you could see once again that the two were twins! "The good old Gustav!" Said Tom. "From the outside all the love, but inwardly wicked as a pig!" I had to grin. "Hey! I'm only human! I may flirt, ok? "I countered, laughing. The breakfast was really fun. I loved to be with the other guys. Later in the lobby, I was waiting for Millie. I was looking crazy on what to do with it. She was really full of cute! After I waited 10 minutes, I stepped on the endless parking lot. I heard a faint giggle. I looked in the direction where I supposed it and then I saw her. Melli and a boy. They kissed. He patted her on the cheek. No! A stabbing pain went through me. I wanted to run away but my legs refused. And then I cried, "Melli" Startled, she looked at me and whispered.! "Gustav" ... Chapter 9 (Gustav again ...): UnendlichkeitIch just wanted to get away. Finally, I had gained control over my legs back. I did not know where I ran out because I could see everything blurry. Tears ran down my face, leaving traces. Images flew through my head. Thoughts. Questions. I saw Millie and sit on the sofa. Why they did this to me? Had they not noticed that I had a crush on her? Or they just thought that it could never end up with me anyway? I stopped. I had unconsciously come to the pond to the Ramona she had done once before. Exhausted, I sat on the floor and leaned against the tree trunk. I wiped the sweat from his face and closed his eyes. Forget it!, I was talking to me yourself. Suddenly I heard footsteps. They came closer. Startled, I opened my eyes. I saw Millie. She stumbled up to me and let to fall next to me. I had not noticed that she had run after me. We did not talk. I carefully took her hand and began stroking. We looked at each other. Her eyes lit up. I could not get enough of them. Then, slowly, approached our faces. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth. When our lips met each other was created in me a firework display. I was alternately hot and cold. Fortunately, we were sitting, because my butter soft knees I would now never be able to stand. I moved to get closer to her and held her close to me. It smelled very good again. This moment lasted an eternity, and I enjoyed every millisecond. When our lips again detached from each other, she smiled and whispered timidly, "I'm sorry. A while ago, I did not want. I promise that will never happen again. "Without answering me to let me put it back in and kissed me again. I was floating on cloud nine. The girl was really mad! On it he could not be upset. Finally, they stood on both and walked back happily. Holding hands we walked by the hotel reception. In the 4th floor, we said goodbye and we decided to meet again in the afternoon. I had to stop by looking briefly at the others, namely, we had arranged to meet for lunch and I did not know exactly when that was. With a happy happy smile I entered Bill's room and found the rest of the band before there. Without a word, I let myself down on the sofa next to Bill. The others stared at me quizzically. When that had not yet removed after a few minutes I had to grin. "What do you all of me gaff so stupid?" I asked innocently. Georg rolled his eyes, which looked at him really funny. "Gustav man, do you want us even longer stretch on the rack? Back out already, what is wrong? "And then I began to tell. From the very beginning. As I hit Melli on the sofa, as I have seen with another boy, and how we finally kissed. There was silence again. But Then Bill said with a wry grin on his face: "Tjaaa, has since our little Gustav probably a crush, ne?" I had to grin. Because it was true. Melli was really unique. We then ate lunch on the fifth (Melli had been added, so David was gone for two days with relatives), which was quite funny because the other three super understood with Melli. They discussed Bill's hair and singing George, and finally we went back to Bill's all rooms. We decided to see a little far, but I was with not a lot, because Melli snuggled happily in my arms, and we exchanged constantly in gentle kisses. I could feel the infinite in them, in which we both seemed to float ... Chapter 10 (from Tom's point of view): BeichteDer tag with Melli was really nice. Since Gustav had caught a sweet beat! And the two fit together perfectly. Actually, this was nich so their thing, with fans what to do, but Millie was really an exception. She had also told us that they actually Bill was the sweetest, but since they are not really even knew they could not even know what our characters really were. Gustav and Millie are gone swimming today. George was in town, a bit of shopping and of course girls search. So Bill and I were left alone. Oh, I hope he spoke to me again on non-Ramona. Then I had no real present Bock. I looked for him for a while and then found him, where else, in his room, smoking but to my surprise. So I grabbed a cigarette and sat down beside him. "Hey, little, what 's going on?" I asked and pulled again. He just shook his head, which surprised me. Normally, we said everything. So I frowned and stared at him reproachfully. When he looked into my eyes, I saw only in his sad, hazel brown eyes. "Ramona?" I asked. But again he shook his head. Now I really had no plan more, what could be. Confused, I stared out the window. He sighed deeply. "Hey boy, what's up? Come, I say It also will tell anyone. "He opened his mouth to say something, paused briefly and then closed it again. Annoyed, I rolled my eyes and turned away. "It is nothing." Occurred at a time from the left. Now I had really no more buck. He either moved out or he should not be so gloomy and silent sit there like a fish. "Well, then, is all right," I said sarcastically and expressed my cigarette. "Then we can do so also was present, ne? Come on, 'n little change does present us well! "I suggested, getting up and running full swing. I accidentally ripped Bill while his cigarette from his hand which then fell to the ground glowing. "Shit." Muttered Bill picked up quickly on his cigarette and stood next to me reluctantly. "What you doing now?" He asked me bored. Manure, as precisely as I had thought also present non. "Hmm would like 's, We'll play a round of football", I saved myself just yet. That seemed to cheer up a little Bill because he was smiling a bit. So together we went on the way down to the lobby. But unfortunately it was down jam-packed, so we moved back, or afterwards which fans were there, and since we did not feel like it really present. When we arrived in the room then it gushed out of Bill: "Tom, I do fully the allegations because I argued with me that you have for Ramona. Actually, yes is does nothing solid between us, but I just hoped. Sure, it was about you not be so great, but I really want to apologize again. Can we somehow some of it, that nobody noticed Ramona? "Perplex I gaped at him. Wait a minute, he had the same serious? The real has apologized to me even though I was the ass actually, what was with Ramona? "Uh ... ok. ... So .... If you want ..." I stammered, still surprised. "But you can have it real! I have no problem. If I'm honest, it was only back so ne way I should say, toys. "I hooked quickly as Bill already have a tiny glimmer of disappointment on her face had. Finally he looked at me happy. Oh no, I'm already non so 'ne cuddle Action, Bill, ok? Apparently he had noticed that I was now not so cuddly in mood. When I poked him in the shoulder friendly and persuaded him to go with me to Ramona and clarify everything. Although I could not explain why, I had the knock palpitations. Probably because I was scared that Bill again so 'makes NEN uprising. Or am I just do not want to admit that I felt but what for Ramona? be No, it had been the first. Even the door was opened. From a man! It looked like such a fine fluke, a business man! Without a word, squeezed He is past us through the door. Confused, we stared at them afterwards, but then walked into the room. Ramona sat at a small table and we had turned down his back. She seemed to be working on something, because she scribbled wildly around on something and did not notice us. Bill, I looked at her inquiringly. But just shrugged his shoulders. So I took another step closer to Ramona and tapped her on the shoulder. Frightened, she ran around and stared at us. But then she sighed with relief and said, "Oh you are. What do you want? "" Well, so we wanted to mall to talk to you because ... "I stammered around helplessly. Bill, I would now most likely can expect no help, because the in such situations was always shy and very silent. So I began again. "We wanted to you about the matter between you and Bill and talk to both of us. Because that can not go on so you know. "Man, I sounded really the point! Bill nodded too short to mean to me that it was good, what I had said until now. Waiting we looked at Ramona. "I do not know. There is a problem. "she began. And then came something that Bill and I could not believe it ... Chapter 11 (Bill's point of view): SchockWir stood and waited. I felt like I was nervous. I wish I could now run out and forget everything. Why had I let myself be persuaded to return by Tom to come here? Now there was no turning back. The only thing that would probably help even more would be to their ears. But that would be childish. Since I had to through. Ramona exhaled loudly. In a trembling voice she said: "I've fallen in love you both." I could not believe my ears. With wide-open look I stared at Tom. He was as surprised as me. "The one that is non-kidding, right?" I asked incredulously. Ramona nodded silently. Shit! We just wanted to tell her that none of us can have that with her, and now this! I looked to for help Tom. He lifted his head and told me resolutely firm voice: "Sorry, Ramona, you can have any of us." That's enough. I could not! Before me sat the woman I loved, and me and my brother, who was standing next to me loved. How should this work? But then I had an idea. A smile and a mischievous glance, I said, "Hey, how about there with a love triangle?" Tom got a fit of laughter and rolled around on the floor. Ramona, who was totally perplexed by my proposal stared at me stupid. Now I had to smile too. "Hey would, but do not be so bad, right?" Meanwhile, Tom had also taken over and nodded in agreement. "Well, I do not know. How is this possible? You are brothers ... "doubted Ramona. "So what. Bill is certainly good, "and once again Tom laughed so much that he got the hiccups. "See, we can use 's even try it!" Ramona did not seem entirely convinced. Nevertheless, she agreed and said that one could even try it first time. Yes! As Tom kissed well? In a sense I was very queasy. Of a crash I was torn from my mind: Tom had thrown himself on the bed. So I threw myself soon afterwards. Ramona got up slowly and came toward us. She slipped off her jacket and lay down between us both. Grinning, she pulled Tom to him and kissed her wildly. Somehow I felt out of place. But then again Ramona was from him and turned to me. She winked at me and kissed me then challenging. I went straight down to business and put my hand in her pants. When I reached her pants, she turned away again and kissed Tom. I felt weird because I've never had a threesome, and certainly not with my brother! Strange as it may sound, I liked it. When we were just full of them, we suddenly heard a faint tapping. "Shit," I hissed and freed me from the hug. Even Tom jumped up and ran quickly again. Ramona ran into the bathroom and we set up our hair and the bed and sat us on the sofa. Ramon came out of the bathroom and looked exactly as before. She cried, "Come in" and you looked at her clearly that they are nervous was. And then there was a person, which meant clear: Now there stress Chapter 12 (Ramona's point of view): Stress and StreitIch knew the man did not, which came into the room, but apparently he knew the guys. I chewed nervously around on my lip. Bill and Tom alarming exchanged glances. "I fault?" The strange man asked with ice-cold voice. "Uh, no, of course not, so .... We. ... Well ..." stammered Bill around helplessly. I put on my nicest smile and said: "The guys just wanted to go anyway, right? We met down in the hotel bar and I have a little drink here invited her. "I did not know whether the so very convincing sounded, in any case, the boys nodded and facilitates risen. Play nice, Tom, adopted by me, "Thank you for inviting us, it was really nice to you," and Bill just nodded in agreement. Then they left my room. When they were outside, I breathed a deep breath first. That was really close! Probably he had been her father or any supervisor. ... Half an hour later I stepped out of the shower. In 10 minutes I had to be down, because I had a date with Luke, my friend. The boys knew nothing about him and that was good. I did not love him but I really could not tell him, and he has already had one or the other the side, and the relationship with the guys he will learn nothing. I was hoping. Cleverly I slipped into my peach-colored mini-dress that was on decent summer make-up and slips in my sandals, grabbed my purse still fast and I was on the way down. In the elevator, I threw a look at my outfit. Perfect! Would hatch, as I call him sometimes, never get the idea that I would go to him strange. In the entrance hall was once again nothing happening. No wonder that one should also make it! Before the hotel was a bright red sports car, and I did not believe in it no one else was as Luke! I proudly sat next to him and gave him a kiss on the mouth. "Well, my sweet, how was your day? "he asked, smiling, his white teeth shone right. "Oh, really boring. I have a little sunned and widely read. I have even worked! I think the report will be ready soon. "" Oh, that's good. Did you really have enough information? "" Sure, but. But please do not let's talk about work, ok? Tell me your views by day! "It was a mistake that I had asked that. Now I had to listen to boring things stink. Actually, I listened not at all. I thought of Bill and Tom. The two were really something special. Not so boring and .... Just different! They were also me, especially Bill very close to my heart. Would I look after my trip here ever again? Probably not ... Anyway, I even had Luke, even though he was no longer a substitute for them. I was happy with it, right? At last we arrived at a restaurant. It was on a beautiful beach and had a lovely wooden terrace. We sat at a cozy table and I looked over the sea. The sun was setting. We ordered something to eat and drink and talk about unimportant things. Then there was silence for a moment. I looked into his dark brown eyes. He opened his mouth, took my hands and looked into my eyes. I smiled happily at. With gentle tone, he asked me: "Rachel, will you be my wife," Chapter 13 (Ramona again ^ ^): WahrheitSchockiert I stared in Luke's eyes, gazing at me expectantly. I opened my mouth to say something, but it was not a sound out. I lowered my eyes and sighed. I knew for a change really is not what I could say. I did not love him. But then I would break his heart if I say "No". Crap! "I give, well, you tell me a little time to think about it, honey?" Without a word, he nodded. I could not bear it! The penetrating gaze of those eyes filled with sadness. I was hoping thereby to make it clear that I had no interest. The hours passed slowly painted and we talked a little more with each other. After dinner he sat down in front of the hotel and said goodbye with a brief kiss on the mouth from me. With drooping shoulders, I trudged through the hotel until I landed in front of any room. In a trance I raised my hand and knocked timidly against the wooden door. Shortly afterwards, the door was opened. Before me, a slightly smaller young man with short blond hair. "Um, yes?" He asked me and it wrinkled forehead. He was sympathetic to me of right away. "Who are you?" I smiled at him. He laughed. "Gustav. And you're RamonKennst you nothing around me? I am a band member from Tokyo Hotel. ... Well I think you're wrong here, but sure you wanted to be Bill, right? "Suddenly I was all clear. Of course, that was the inconspicuous from the breakfast table! When the name was Bill began to beat my heart and a sharp pain went through me. "Oh, yes, clearly, Gustav! Do you know where is Bill? In his room, uh, so I've found him non. "" No idea, maybe he is with Tom, but since looking at the best times over !!!", he winked at me once and then closed the door. So I made my way to Tom's room. What I really wanted there? It wa probably after twelve, the boys were awake anyway nothing around. Nevertheless, I continued Direction Toms room. The door was slightly ajar and I could hear muffled voices. For a moment I listened. "What is now present because of Ramona and us?" This was clearly Bill's voice! "I can not remember, you will find it a bit non-funny, I mean, we are brothers! But, we do both! Maybe we should let them decide? "No, I thought. How should I choose between Luke, Bill and Tom? Holy shit! Please Bill, I'm urgently, say something about it! "Um, yes, but, we would then argue only non-permanent? In two days, but we travel from anyway. I think it would be best if we end it all. We will probably see it anyway, never again! "A stabbing pain shot through me again. No! Bill! I love you! "Ok, let's go to bed now!" Tom said the last word. Shuffling footsteps approached the door. Then she was completely open and suddenly I was standing in front of Tom and Bill "Uh, hi! I just wanted to you! How are you? "I tried to save me. Bill and Tom looked at me only puzzled. But unfortunately I had bad luck, because apparently Bill had to have heard of my eavesdropping. Critically, he said: "? You have been listening to us now, but non-planar, or" "Noooo, no way, why what we went for," said I am innocent. Tom and Bill threw themselves at each other a strange look. Then nodded Tom. "Ok," he began. "We have decided, therefore, for us, the three of us that, well, how am I to say that the non-can go on like this." I lowered my gaze and nodded hesitantly. "Ok. I, I understand. So I was just a holiday flirt for you, right? "Both nodded. Unexpectedly, Bill embraced me and kissed me deeply. I returned his kiss passionately, but just as abruptly as it began, he stopped again. I stared at him perplexed. But before I knew Tom was hanging on my lips. Your kisses were very similar. Wicker Park I clung to him and held him. But just as Bill also let me how he, after a short time release. With a quiet "Ciao" Bill disappeared into the next room. Helpless, I looked at Tom. "Sorry." He mumbled, and disappeared also in his Zimmer.Verlassen I stood in the hallway. What should I think about it please? Were the kisses have been denied? Had me one of them ever really loved, or even remotely meant seriously? Sad and shocked I shuffled back to my room, threw my clothes all in a pile and went to bed. Suddenly I had to think of Luke. I loved him yet? Maybe I would still say "yes". He was truly a dream man, and maybe I loved him so, was it just not noticed ... With these thoughts I fell asleep finally ein.Kapitel 14 (from Tom's point of view): AbschiedIch could not sleep that night very well. I had to constantly think of Ramona. At first she was only been one of many, but somehow, I do not know why, I have my feelings developed for them. This is really weird, that's never happened to me fas. But it was clear he would never see them again. Maybe that was a good thing. Who knows, after that he would ever argue with Bill and the band would indeed not be so great ... would also ensure there are other girls. Although probably not be as great of them we would Ramona! Drrriiing! Drrriiing! I opened my sleepy eyes. 8:30! Oh no, today we had a recent event here in Switzerland. We would leave tomorrow. So I hopped quickly into the shower and then went into Bill's room, but he was not there, probably already having breakfast. In the breakfast room he saw the three sitting at a table. None of them looked ok enough sleep, unless of course Gustav. With a limp "Tomorrow" I let myself fall on the chair and began to smear me a roll. Throughout the breakfast were just a few words. Even as we sat in the car on the way to m studio, talked a little. Bill and I were in his thoughts only in Ramona, Gustav and Georg at Melli for any girl. Listless we had some pictures of us shooting and answering the same questions as "Why have ye called Tokio Hotel" and "Are you single ?"!!! I did not understand the simple, it was not enough when you answered the questions again? Apparently not. ... After we returned, we flackten all of us to Bill's room and talked. Gustav told about himself and Melli, great on their relationship and so on. Everything was totally gammlig. Until there was a knock at once. Outside the door, no one was different from Ramona! She sat down with us and it was a nice conversation with friends. In the end we even exchanged addresses and numbers from! My Mood was getting better. We ate dinner together, we sat down for a while in the hotel bar and finally said goodbye to each other permanently. It was nice to know that now, so to speak peace between Ramona, Bill and I prevailed. George also went without a girlfriend back home and yes Gustav had Melli. We were told that they would tomorrow take us home! I was looking for real total Gustav. He seemed to really love that night we all slept satisfied ein.Kapitel 15 (from the perspective of a narrator): AbreiseDie four boys had packed all the suitcases. They sat for a last breakfast with Millie and Ramona and David at a table and joked constantly around. All helped then when Koffereinpacken while David checked out. The holiday had been scheduled, despite some very pretty and they would certainly have many good memories. Finally they all stood outside the hotel and said goodbye one by one from Ramona. Last Bill and Tom. A quick look in the eyes, one last hug, one last Bussi. In the bus it had Gustav and Melli made in the back comfortably, David was at the wheel and Bill and Tom and George sat down in the home were all a happy Mitte.Zu. Two days later, when the four guys just had a rehearsal, Bill received an SMS from Rachel: Hey Bill! How are you and how was your trip home? I wanted to tell you only Luke and I are getting married! In 2 months. I'm looking forward to that! You are invited, of course, everyone, I hope you come? ;-) Kisses greet the others, your Ramona. SenselessTeil 1I could kill him! Why is he doing this to us? Why? What does he want to achieve by that? I hate him! My father, yes, clearly, of the sort! No way he was my father! never would do to my father, my mother so what! NEVER! Simply walk away without a warning! Mama was just crying. And I could not help her, yes! How could they? Besides, what would your object is to go to her and to say that I'm sorry? What ever I'm sorry? I now no father, and the age of 16. Had he probably should consider before, whether he wants a child or not! For 16 years he was a really sweet daddy. Has always looked after me as much as he could! And now? Everything should be over at once? I did not want to admit it, I refused strictly against it and just sat still in my room at the computer, surfed on some nonsensical or around me just to cut down the time around the ears. The time with which I could do nothing. We lived in a house close to Hamburg. Two more days, then I would see my sweetheart again. We were together for half a year and really over the moon! Chris, had the most beautiful eyes you could imagine and it always smelled like summer. Simply incredible! Marie, my best friend, was gone too. In any summer camp. We had planned to go there together, but since dad was gone we did not have enough money. Sorry. Then I would not at least have been so alone! It was after the summer holidays. And I had a full six weeks left at home, of which the first two weeks alone, but would be na fortunately soon to run, then Chris and Marie come back and take me to other thoughts. Sure, I still had plenty of other friends because I was class president of 10a and extremely popular. But on the whole girls who are always on a cool made, I now had no real goat! So there was nothing else left but herumzugammeln.Gerade I sat on my bed and flipped through Glamour , as my phone vibrated. A text message from Marie: Hey Tina, my sweetness, I miss you very dolle! Must tell you something great: Mark has, you know the cute guy from the 11c kissed me ! Just like that last night at the farewell party, for some good news: We are tonight at 10.00 am back! He is soooo cute! Well, we are present together! Tell you any further details tonight on the phone, right? Love you all love doll! Kisses Marie your I got my mouth to stop. Marie was with Mark ? With the Mark? The total heartthrob of the school? Sure, Marie was quite pretty and just totally love, but usually, Markus always grabbed a few cheap, blonde Tussen! In any case, I was happy for Marie. In addition, it was already 16:00 and I had to putting make a little because I had to pick just before Marie from the bus, they quickly and sanitization a little and then leave with her. So fast. Hair washing, peeling applied, a cute outfit picked out, applied a little makeup and I was ready. Fast. I had my Mum still modest quickly and say, pack my bag. AND send a text message to my sweet! Ok, so quickly run to the mother, but saddened to happiness just nodded and told me not to be late home. My bag, so cell phone, iPod, keys, wallet and a comb. The sms I wrote on the way to the bus. Unfortunately, the bus 10 minutes late, but increased as Marie off the bus, my bad mood evaporated instantly. I quickly helped her suitcase to bring home (they lived there very close) and they pick out a cool outfit, and then it went off at last ... Part 2In the subway was not much going on. No wonder - World Cup! Mostly strange people wandering about. In our favorite bar, it was still jam-packed as ever. It was a karaoke bar! In addition, all games were broadcast live on a giant canvas, so many fans came here. With a satisfied grin, we sat down at our regular table and ordered the usual: I have a Tequila Sunrise, Pina Colada and my girlfriend one. I asked first carefully over the holidays. She gushed, of course, all the time of Mark, but that did not bother me. Then she asked me if I felt like with her on one, I thought I do not hear right, go to Tokio Hotel concert ! I gaped at totally stupid. "What? They're really cute the guys! Above all, Bill! "I still had my eyes opened wide. But unfortunately Marie then put on her puppy dog eyes. Since I am always totally soft! So I gave in the end after all. Oh great, I got to be with thousands hyperventilierenden Kreischis stand for hours in front of such nerve stupid hall and then pull me inside even a half hours, these kids band? Oh great, now it was already too late! Nevertheless, I managed to return to the topic is out of your mind and could fully enjoy the evening. Several times I had to go ahead and sing something, sometimes with Marie together, but it was fun. I could sing well. Ten-thirty our friends, they released this, but got by Marie I use the rest of the evening, unfortunately not so much with, no surprise, as the same as Markus ranging! I enjoyed it but just to see Chris again. I miss him very real! He was sooo nice burnt brown! As I was looking forward to it, again to be able to stroke his belly, for he was trained by really great! During the evening we ordered us always something to drink, so we will be so when we finally went back at half past twelve, all were a little drunk. In the subway I clung to me and Chris closed his eyes. He gently stroked my hair and kissed my forehead. Seemed like an eternity, the ride, although we had to drive only a quarter of an hour! Jonas was still to be me, we had decided on the night that he would stay with me. Mum would not be interested anyway, they probably would not even notice. Comfortably we snuggled into bed at my place. A short time later, we are already eingeschlafen.Am next morning I was awakened by a gentle kiss. When I opened my eyes, I looked directly into the sweet doe eyes. I smiled and gave a hoarse "morning" about. He winked at me. "Tomorrow, my sweet. I have a surprise for you! "A surprise? I love surprises! I immediately sat up and looked eager to Chris. "And? What is it? "He turned around, bent and picked up something. Then he turned back to me. Worked on my mouth in amazement. In his hands was a tray. He had made a scrambled egg with bacon, then two toast with strawberry jam, a black coffee, and also was in addition to all the stuff a red lily. Total delighted I hugged him, and I snatched the tray from her hands. Arm in arm we made ourselves comfortable on the bed, switched on the TV and ate together. He fed me totally lovely and I was really happy. Outside, the sun was shining, so we decided to have a nice day with Marie and Mark to make the swimming pool. This was right on the Elbe and contained several pools, a beach volleyball court, a kiosk and a couple of slides. Since it was scalding hot with about 30 ° in the shade, I asked Marie still carry an umbrella. We trained a tasty picnic lunch and off we went. Marie and Mark were waiting at the bus stop when we arrived with our bags packed full. "Hey, could you please remove me short?" I asked Mark snorted and only once before I welcomed them both. In the bus it was oppressively hot and full, and after a few minutes we were already the first beads of sweat on his forehead. Fortunately, we had a few stations back aussteigen.Im pool was not busy. No wonder Monday morning at half past nine, in the holidays who was there already awake? But that did not bother us, on the contrary, still no children were there, the pool pissing rumkreischten a full and hysterical. So we chose a beautiful spot close to the cold pool. Marie and I quickly spread from the ceiling and packed a picnic out during our two friends built up the umbrella. It was wonderful just to sit there just to entertain yourself and sizzle in the sun! In a short time we jumped into the water bring me much, played water polo, splashed around a bit and then cuddled back into the picnic Sonne.Das tasted wonderful. No wonder Chris loved to cook and food for herzubereiten. Of this I could only benefit! There was fresh potato salad, Vienna sausages and cakes and for those who wanted another ice cream for dessert. The others were really grateful to us that we had made the effort! But then I came back, unfortunately, the thought of Tokio Hotel concert in mind, and for the rest of the afternoon, then the wars with my good mood. Although I am deep down a little but it was happy, even if I never moved the added hätte.Teil 3The Tokio Hotel concert closer, and with each day Marie was excited. Me too to be honest! Every day I was surfing secretly Tokio Hotel Pages around as much as possible out of the guys. The sweetest, I found, was clearly Tom! Bill had me how shall I say, too feminine, because I was on right guys! Gustav was ok and George went. Tomorrow I would come to Marie and she would show me all the songs. Then they will play for me all the songs and I have to learn by heart, they may of course have them all! Today I got my first magazine with a report of Tokyo bought the hotel, and I already did a few posters of them hanging in my room. When Chris first saw it, he made my looked puzzled, then burst out. "Uh, but you will present to the non-fan of these kids band, right?" I shook my head. But he did not seem to have understood. "What then should the poster here ", asked, confused. "I go to her concert. Marie. She persuaded me, and if I'm honest, the guys are not that bad! "I confessed to him eventually. Then he just shrugged his shoulders. The next two hours we spent, unfortunately, only trying to do my homework because I was not exactly an ace, but he could do everything pretty well and after that I even understood most of! He was still eating at my dinner and then had to go unfortunately. This evening I phoned about three hours with Marie, for I had to listen to all sorts of Tokio Hotel. Which of course was an advantage for me! came at half past eleven my Mother then quit the room and motioned to me now. We quickly changed the last words, and put on the end. I looked questioningly at my mother. She managed a weak smile about and are wondering how it would me so. I was surprised. Since when did it matter to contact them back slightly as I went? I was usually so I do not care! Reluctantly I agreed to her question. "Jo, so I'm doing quite well. Marie and Chris are finally back from vacation present there and we have already done yesterday was. Oh, and in four days, I'll go with Marie on a concert. This is still ok? "" Uh, yeah sure! What a concert it? "Said my mother interested. I knew that this question would come! I hope she knows Tokio Hotel non. "Um, Tokio Hotel. I have to convince me of Marie can take her there. "Mums eyes sparkled. "You mean these non-present but for four boys, what was that again, Magdeburg, right?" I blushed slightly. "Yes, exactly I mean. Thanks for the inquiries, but I would be very happy to present to sleep. "I struggled on, gave her a goodnight kiss and closed the door. Hopefully she thought I would not present turn back to a 12-year-old! Well, think they should but what they wanted, I was glad for my part in the concert. Maybe I would by it's still a get some money for the card, for my meager pocket money was not good enough. Meanwhile I had changed my clothes and was already in bed. I thought of Chris. And oddly enough also to Tom. Both me a shiver ran down his spine. I loved Tom? But I knew him only from television and from my post! No, definitely not. He was just .... Only a star I adores! This would pass quickly again. With rummaged through my mind I fell asleep that night ein.In I dreamed a strange dream that made me consider. I was sitting in German class at school. Marie was sitting next to me and chewed thoughtfully on their nails. I looked out the window. Isolated student sat on the sun-drenched playground and sunning themselves. Suddenly two figures appeared on the playground and hurled remained exactly in the middle. I could not see who the people were, but somehow they got me familiar. Interested stuck my eye on them. They talked. But then, were their wild gestures and waving their arms around really. Suddenly the one to the other struck his fist in the face, whereupon he staggered a few steps backward, but could hold on and then the other ran to him and also suggested. It was an aggressive fight. Suddenly, the picture zoomed in closer to me and I could tell who the person were. I could not believe my eyes, blinked several times, but nothing changed. Below truly had felled Tom from Tokio Hotel and my dear Jonas! Startled, I opened his eyes. What the hell had this dream mean? Did the two? Nah, that Jonas had told me that! Anyway, yes it was a dream!, I told myself, but I could not convince himself that he meant nothing hatte.Ein glancing at my alarm clock to boot me. It was half past twelve! At twelve I had a date with Jonathan, because he wanted to make a trip with me today. Damn! When I got up and walked past my post, I got goose bumps. While it was 28 °, but Tom was a sight to freeze me anyway. No, what I was talking, of course, the thought of Jonathan, not Tom. Or does it?

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The sweetest and best aussehenstte by Th!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OK32L9AC4l0 (which is good!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VA3rh7iBPhE (s)
http : / / www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9Tp8x-Uuu8 (Andre)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmu7-OmjZh4 (but also)

Bill Kaulitz ( th singer)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ivP6MSds58

Tom (twin brother of Bill)

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Tokio Hotel

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B: My bad day ..

A Storry about Bill Kaulitz. written by Bill
overview. Not really
youth: Sexz later, violence ..
Made bye Luisa

Bill: "I wolllte (m) to tell a story."

Chapter 1

I am recently now 17 years old now. Tom and I go back to school for 2 weeks. In my new class (because of the break ...) was a girl. With whom I was together for a week.

In the 2 Week on Wednesday, I beat myself with a boy from the 12th Class. But he had begun: He came to me, grabbed me by the shoulder and Nant me fag, I automatically turned to him and kicked him between the legs. He hit me in the face, threw me on the floor and punched me in the stomach. I grimaced because I was already urst bad anyway, my stomach cramped together. I felt like I got the blood from the nose and dripped on my mouth and the whole face. He punched me 2 more times fixed in the stomach and I felt like I was back even worse. I realized that I would throw up immediately, I tried to get up, but the 12th Graders sat on my stomach. Now I knew I would not endure this much longer and would like puke. I tried to get up but he was still sitting on top of me. I started to choke on and he jumped up in disgust and ran away. I tried again to get up and put on the loo to run but I was so bad that I was able to raise just a bit to throw up. I held my stomach, coughed painfully and threw up everything from what I ate today tomorrow. I was surprised that so much came out because I had eaten this morning just a half a dry biscuit, because I was already so tomorrow urst bad today. Suddenly I heard a scream ...

Chapter 2

... It was my (new) girlfriend (she is, Lisa). She came to me, asked me excitedly in a high note, what was wrong and made apparently worried about me, but I could not answer because I was still sick. No one from the school came to help me so she got up and ran to my brother to get him. After 3 minutes she came back with Tom in tow. He asked me what happened, but I still could not answer because I still threw up. Tom stayed with me and Lisa got a medic in the school infirmary. She returned after 5 minutes with 2 paramedics school. They asked me what happened and where it did hurt me, but I was always able to answer yet because I still threw up, but I pointed a finger at the spot on my stomach, where it urst hurt and where the 12th Grader punched me there. I pointed to the right spot on my stomach. One of the paramedics wanted to school me take off my T-shirt, but I held it. He told me he broadcast times but I would not read. The paramedic said to the other school who wanted to take off my T-shirt and suggested to him that she wanted to put myself first with a bucket and the carrier in the Infirmary and then you wanted to look at again. I thought it was a better idea. They went to the gym and took the seat. They put me on it and gave me a bucket so I could throw up into it. Tom handed me the bucket and came up with. The last thing I saw that Lisa was collapsed on the floor and put her face in her lap. As we are 2 minutes later I arrived in the Sani area still throwing up. As soon as we came into the room of the school said one paramedic, who carried me to another room in the Sani- was that Lisa collapsed on the school playground sits and cries. They took me off the stretcher and put me on the couch. you could put on a curtain so that we are alone. A medic school I moved from the T-shirt and looked at me. My brother, who has been there all the time, asked the school why paramedics he see Staring me so. He said that I would be much too thin and could see in my bones. Now Tom looked askance at the school medic, bleated at him that he should do his job and then disappear. He saw the place very closely, which I had shown and stated that only the outside was a bruise on the skin. He could not explain exactly why my body and internally hurt. Anyway, he went to the office to call an ambulance when I heard that, I became very afraid and clutched my stomach back together. As I still had to throw up I could not say that I was scared and began to get panicky. Tom spoke soothingly to me and told me that I need have no fear. Now it was Lisa, pure me and my girlfriend immediately ran up to me. They threw at me and wanted to push myself, but my stomach clenched together by itself. She ran in terror from me. She made a well of great concern to me. The school paramedics came back and asked if Tom had this morning was not already voted with me. Tom just said that to me today Tomorrow was bad and looked at me. The school paramedic was unable to use anything, so long as he stayed with us until the ambulance came.

Chapter 3

met for 15 minutes, the ambulance, and 2 correct (not school paramedics) came with a stretcher and a suitcase in the Sani-Raum.in school Paramedics took the two men to me in the Sani area.

They asked me the same thing and I sampled from it. The school paramedics had me vochin investigated, reported the two men what Tom had told him that I was morning already bad today that I am inside inside pain and wanted to show the 2 Männenr the bruise at the site of the abdomen, where me of the 12th Graders had put boxing. He told the two men most exactly how everything had been removed. The two men wanted to look at the bruise times and pulled my T-shirt from the back. They said that the blue stain is superficial and they could not explain why I had inside of it pain. They suspect tten and sagtten me I probably had appendicitis and I would go to the hospital for 3 weeks. They gave me a drug so I did not have to throw up and hung me turn to an IV. I ran the sentences that said one man that I are probably 3 weeks in the hospital would again around in my head and thought: "Oh my God, now must I probably three weeks in hospital and can not Interwievs, concerts and performances delivered by the Andren. This allowed all was not to be "And today we wanted to take the studio to record a new song I thought to myself."??. What would now be "

Ic hwurde into the ambulance carried particularly embarrassing was it for me anymore since the break for a long time was over. Tom came up with. He rose to one and shut the door. I saw Lisa again to leave and you drove off the ambulance. The trip to the hospital took 20 minutes.

Chapter 4 arrived

We wore the 2 Mänes me out and drove me into the examination room. "2" took off my clothes and packed them in a bag. They told me that they would have a gastroscopy with me and what is a gastroscopy. I thought, "Oh, you big shit!" They drove me to a room. Tom had to stay outside.

me a spray sprayed into his throat and told me that I now no longer so much would have to gag me and put a tube in his neck that reached up into the stomach. I wanted to puke but she choked and prevented with a suction cup that I threw up, because they needed the neck freely. When the tube was in there, they pushed me to the tube in my stomach, back and forth and looked at everything. They could my stomach on a screen To see what was not there in order. They asked how one medic had suspected the diagnosis of appendicitis and I pulled the hose out again. This time had to puke and I was allowed. I had to throw up but not much, as vochin in school, because the medicine that I got vochin still worked. They drove me again in the examining room: "2". When I came out of the room, Tom came to me and looked at me worried.

Chapter 5

He did not say that he had that thought I had appendicitis, which it now does for Tokio Hotel and that he was worried about me. The study area "2" arrived they were preparing myself for the surgery. They explained what would happen to me and hung me on a drip again. They gave me a Nakos syringe and pushed me to the operating room. Tom had in front of the operating room waiting for me he took his leave. Gave me courage and sat down outside. The last thing I mitbekam in the operating room was that they all welcomed me kindly, and that I should count down from 10. I came to 1 then I fell asleep ...
... When I woke up I saw Tom was asleep with his I-Pod on the chair beside my bed. I looked at myself and saw that I was attached to hoses. One was in my nose and I had 2 infusions of me hanging. I thought, "Oh great, it can not even worse to be. "The next moment I felt nausea in my throat and a pain in the abdomen.
I cramped up my stomach. It probably had to be the sensors for the monitor, which stuck to my breast came off. For there was a loud noise. From the sound of my brother was awake. He looked at me and was glad that I woke up. And came up to me with joy, but my stomach cramped hurt before. He looked at me worried and frightened at the next moment as three doctors and two nurses came into the room. They saw what happened and laughed themselves limp. They turned on the monitor. One of the doctors took the monitor and left. Tom went to the 2 young nurses and everyone laughed unwell when the nurses gave him a slap. The 2 nurse and a doctor, the doctors who were still in the room went out. The other doctor spoke briefly with Tom and went out too. When the doctor was out, Tom said to me, quite seriously: "I know that you do not fit now that you hate and pain that you're not sick, now out of your state." Tom grinned, but then he was re- seriously. He told me that he can ask a few questions should be for the doctors and that I can not lie, because it would be important for the doctors and he knew I lie well.

Chapter 6

He started very gently and told me that the doctors thought that I was really too thin and that they have asked Tom that he should ask me if I were anorexic. I looked askance at Tom and showed him a bird. I told him still with a grimace of pain because it hurt the site in the abdomen still, I'm not anorexic and eat as much as I want to grow without. Tom told me that he believes me and yourself silly this all seemed. So I had to because doctors now prove that I am not anorexic. I thought now and again: "Oh goodness gracious this now too." And made a face. The nurse from before walked in and looked angrily at Tom gave me an injection for pain. She said to make jealous by Tom: "So, now once again sleep well sweet to you again soon feel better." With these words she left the room and shut the door.
Tom made that what the nurse said to me, really jealous, looked at me quite shocked and offended snapped at me: "All you get from women sweet forever (Hmm) He disappeared from the room and went to the cafeteria. I lay back down and thought if I was still anorexic. I came to the conclusion that I was not anorexic and fell asleep. The people had now annoy me also again the whole time. You had me but at the beginning of the Year annoyed with it. Now I could not hear anymore. Andre thought I was stubborn and would see that all the time but I stuck to my decision and gave me no further thoughts about it.

Chapter: 7

When I woke up, Tom was just in my room. He asked me whether I am better ..
I just wanted to say yes when I had to throw up at once.
Tom came away from the door running to me and said to me: "This looks but not as in"
He called the nurse and spoke soothingly to me and was just there for me ..
The nurse came in a few minutes because they something had to do.
you came in and looked at me. Then she took clean clothes and helped me get out of bed.
Tom went with me to the bathroom and stayed with me in the time between the nurse made my bed again. I estimated that it took a half hour before I stopped puking with the
. The nurse returned with a doctor and told that I had already vomited and that while she wanted to get a doctor but all were just busy. The doctor said, "okay." To the nurse and turned to me. He looked very worried, I had the impression he felt my stomach gently and asked me if it hurts. I said, "No, I just urst bad!" He asked me: "urst" Tom replied in my place because I was back on the puke, "urst means a lot." The doctor took note and said only: ". Aha" He said the nurse, any drug that I did not know against my nausea I should take 4 times a day. He gave me the same one. Since I did not want water in my glass cabinet Tom got me a glass of water and helped me to get the stuff inside them. I swallowed the stuff and lay down again. My brother made the bed he saw the less because I was too high and bothered me. After a few minutes I fell asleep. But while I was not asleep: After a few minutes, I woke up again. I was afraid that my Brother would not stay with me. He came to me to my bed on the right side and asked why I do not sleep. Instead I said I asked a question: "Will you stay here?" He replied: "Yes I will stay here and go to sleep now, up from rest" That's what I did, because now I was reassured now I knew that my brother here with me would remain. I turned to the side vin off my brother, to the window and closed his eyes.